Don't tell your mother i brought you here..
Sep. 25th, 2004
08:55 pm - ......
Sep. 16th, 2004
05:21 pm - new lj
i have made a new lj.its
i am keeping the same people on my friends list so if u havent gotten sick of me yet just add my new lj name to your friends list.bye
Sep. 15th, 2004
05:57 am - fuck
i keep having dreams that i go back and live with my old foster mom and for those who dont know the situation thats bad.it freaks me out.last night was the 12th dream i have had about that.fuck.
Sep. 13th, 2004
04:49 pm - dream i had last nite
Sep. 11th, 2004
11:00 pm - friends
i just finished
talking to Johnny.god how i miss that boy! i didnt realize how much i
missed his complaining.i miss my Samantha too.i dont have any friends
out here....well except for the guy who pierces me.....and it breaks my
heart a little.im so lonely here.....................all i have is my
kitty LunchMeat but she hates me sometimes.
Sep. 9th, 2004
06:52 pm - a conversation
this was a conversation between a black kid and myself in class....
BlackGuy:"hey,hey.you,hey,do u want to be my friend?"
BlackGuy:"why do you hang out by yourself?do you have any friends?"
Me:"i hang out by myself because i enjoy it"
BlackGuy:"why do you have your nose pierced?can i pierce my nose like you?
Me:"you can do whatever you want,i dont care"
BlackGuy:"do you have any tattoos?"
BlackGuy:"you should get tattooed on your face"
BlackGuy:"why?that would be the shizznit"
BlackGuy:"can i paint my nails black like you?"
Me:"i dont care....."*sigh*
BlackGuy:hey,do u have a boyfriend?"
BlackGuy:"you should get with my friend Deshaun over there*hahahahaha*" Me:"no thanks"*pulls out cd player and headphones*
BlackGuy:"oh what you gonna turn on your music and ignore me now?" Me:"yes"
BlackGuy:"oh i see ignore the nigger huh.thats fucked up!"
Me:"you said it like that, not me now if you'll excuse me...."*gets up to leave*..................ends conversation
(obviously this guy was trying to mock me)
its amazing what a stranger will say to you sometimes.
Sep. 8th, 2004
i got my vagina poked and prodded today......pap smears are so ungodly.well other than that,the world can sleep at night now knowing that i got the depo shot and there will be no babies coming out of me!(not that i could even find someone to get me pregnant).......i was walking home today and i walked past a group of black people and out of nowhere i hear, "oh my god!its the devil!".it caught me off guard and i almost walked into a parked car.the woman said it so loud.it was funny when i got home and told my brother about it but jesus....people act like they have never seen anyone walking around in a Bauhaus shirt,platform boots and a black umberella before.its san diego for god's sake....i know there are scarier looking people in this town.*sigh*but what can you do?i think deep down i like scaring the crap out of strangers once in a while.....*giggle*
Sep. 7th, 2004
07:16 pm - bored
im so nervous,i think im going to puke.
Sep. 4th, 2004
01:09 pm - more wierd dreams
i was in Canada last night,in a dream.i moved in with this family and i guess i moved to canada.there was only one teenage girl there and she was wearing this really nice satin type dress that looked like it was from the Victorian era.so i asked her where she got it and where all of the good shops were in canada and she wouldnt tell me.then i end up outside walking around for a little while.then the dream jumps to where im talking to this girl in a bathroom with the light off.she gets in the shower and everything seems ok and as im walking out of the bathroom i turn the light on so that she wouldnt be showering in the dark.i walk away from the bathroom and for some reason i get scared and run back in there.i find her laying on the floor of the shower and all i saw was blood.i pull her out out the shower and drag her into the hallway (of wherever the hell i am) and i start screaming for help and trying to find someone to call 911.then the dream skips again and im laying in a bed with the guy and we are talking.he tells me he is going to Japan and he wants me to go with him.i told him that i couldnt and he just kept asking and asking.(in reality no one would have to ask me twice to go to Japan,i would die to go =>).this guy starts kissing me and after a few moments i like gave in and said that i would go to Japan with him.............i know that more stuff happened after that but i cannot remember.
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